PAD Weight Loss Journey Day 144

It’s day 144 of my picture a day weight loss journey and today’s post is dedicated to my fourth baby, a precious chid who was lost at eight weeks gestation.

PADweightloss Day 143 of 365

My sweet Shiloh,

I love you. With all that I am. Im sorry we never got to meet. I know you are safe and well and better loved that my feeble heart could have ever loved you.

But I still ache with the sorrow of never having held you close. Or smelled your precious hair. Or kissed your tiny head. I don’t pretend to understand how time works after death. But if you’re waiting for me, just know I’m on my way. It may take me a little longer than either of us would have liked, but I will see you again, my baby.

And when I do, I will hug you to me with a hug that carries all my years of missing you in it. I will kiss you to me with a kiss that carries all my years of loving you in it. When I get there, you will know me and I will know you. And my sorrow for you will be no more.

Until Next Time My Friends,

S. Taylor

The Taylor of All Trades

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